Hey guys. This is your friendly neighbourhood captain_catfish here, the genius behind this lovely little sockpuppet.
falindsovsor is, mostly, an RP journal for characters from my original piece Girl Among Gods, although I'll often use it for storyjournaling, posting related writing and art, and just flailing about the project in general. Go ahead and friend for either reason (the roleplaying or the actual story-conceptualizing). I plan to keep this journal public, because I'm nice like that.

In short, welcome to my little slice of the Internet, and thanks for stopping by!
(Revamped and hopefully better gen and roleplay-specific character info'll go here soon as well.)

I-it was only a joke.


Ahahaha, funny, right? Joke?



Did not think the reaction would be so...bad...

You can't treat me like this.

I don't care what you think, Father, I know what I'm capable of and I know what I'm doing.
This is not beyond my capabilities. My capabilities, I must assure you, encompass much more than what you think they do.


How dare you treat me like this, how dare you give me orders.

H-how dare you treat me like your stupid son.

This is not good.

Mildirkane - ...'Uncle' - was positively raging. I tried to keep away from him - Lacey was away, fortunately (I think this will be the only time when I am grateful to Reia for giving her those stupid errands to fulfill), but he pulled me aside to speak to me after he resolved his shouting match over the phone.
I hate how I can never see his eyes behind his glasses when he speaks to me. It's unnerving, and I can't look at him without feeling a few hairs stand on end now. I was utterly terrified that something had happened with - to - Lacey, but it seems we're still safe as of yet.

He told me that Tali is here, in Sovsor.
I don't know where he is exactly or what has happened to him, but Al La, Tali is in Sovsor. I don't know whether I should be entirely joyful or terrified for him. I know that Tali has conditioned himself and has been through many tough times, but I can only imagine what may happen to him.

I have to find him.

Goodness, I haven't seen Father that angry in ages.

Apparently Laceukan did something really stupid this time. Father was positively raging on the phone, and downright gloomy for the rest of the day afterwards.
What could have possibly gone wrong?

I think your uncle may be getting the boot soon, Czanlii.

Reia -
Laci is my ama, and thereby my servant. I can understand that with you growing up surrounded and constantly cared for by servants, you assume that you may simply use any caretaker around you as your own.
However, this is not true. Laci is my personal ama and is very close to me, and I do not appreciate you taking advantage of her being a servant.

She doesn't belong to you.

Love those of your own flesh and blood, for they are who have made you.

Love those of your own flesh and blood, for they are who have made you.

Love those of your own flesh and blood, for they are who have made you.





Al La, but how can I when they've taken my sword from me?

No more English. Iya and I almost got caught talking in English today, all because of me.

Oh, God, I'm just...
...I'm so scared.
I don't want to get caught
or taken away

Most of all I don't want her to pay for lying about me

I shouldn't have gone with her.
Shouldn't have put her in any of this danger.

I hate this place.
I know Iya does too.

It doesn't look like we're being let out anytime soon, though...

Oh, man...

I do not look like a bear.



...Do I?

DAAAAANCE PUPPETS
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANCE
*cackle*

I fucking hate Souvrei.

There was a crooked man who walked a crooked mile
he raised a crooked sixpence to hide a crooked style
He won a crooked vote
and smiled a crooked smile.




(Al, Lalesa, Mildir is coming back to Sovsor...)

Calhoun's going to be away for work again - another three weeks in Souvrei is what he told me. Sounds like the usual - camp inspections, possibly some guard or special service work.

It's going to be quiet here. I mean, Iya and her ama are still here - they will be until father decides to let them back on their way to Lalea - although they mostly keep to themselves, and I don't know what I'm going to do with them in the meantime. I realize I should want to spend some time with Iya - it's probably been near three years at least since I saw her last - although somehow now I feel like I simply don't want to be around her. She seems to be avoiding me, too (which is actually somewhat insulting - didn't she come down to Sovsor to see her family?!)
But the house always gets so quiet without Calhoun stomping about and talking loudly and making noise in general. Given, it's always annoying and positively unbearable when he does this, but without him the house seems nearly empty.
It's not that I'll really miss him. It will just...be very different without him here for the first time in a while.

Anyway, apparently mother and father are heading here for the week to visit, before father has to go back to Irbour for work. No doubt it'll be nice - I've missed the both of them very much and I can't wait for father to take me shopping.

I just wish I could dial Ivlaut sometime, and have him visit soon. Apparently he's got a lot of business going at the moment, however, and running his camp has gotten so hectic for him that he doesn't have time for anything else.
It's a shame. I've missed him more than anyone else.

But here I'll be in this big empty house, with only Iya-lii and her friend for company. Oh, goodie.

Happy Birthday, Calhoun ♥

Why in the world does Iya still keep an ama?
She's sixteen now, if I remember correctly. She doesn't need a servant to be her little friend anymore. Anyway, I thought she was in Sovsor to visit us, her family, instead of toting around with her ama.

The girl's Cisoran, and barely speaks Esctrain, too. I think it's just a little ridiculous.

(By the way, Calhoun, do you know if Czan is related to Lacua at all? I know they spend a lot of time together and she looks a good deal like him, too...)

Lacey saw that a lot of people at run_you_fool had done this and got excited about it, and wanted me to do one. I don't really like these things, but I suppose there's not a lot of harm in doing one, right?
Although I to make a few, uhm, edits in the questions...

1. The guy you would take to meet your parents: Brian seems like an awfully nice young man, very sweet and well-spoken. I'd say him.
2. The one guy you would do: I...don't think I'd ever...well, I don't know...
3. The girl you'd have sex with in your parents bed: ...Why would I ever do that?
4. The girl you'd take to the mall: Mall? I don't know. Natana?
5. Your male BFF: What's a BFF? Greg, possibly? He's very funny, and cute..
6. Your female BFF: Uhm. I'd say Lacey.
7. Your gay BFF: You have got to be kidding me. I say Robert.
8. The guy who'd take you to prom: Someone nice. Maybe Greg.
9. Your big brother: My big brother. Tali.
10. The guy you'd marry: If I had to marry a man I think that Brian would be my first choice.
11. The two girls you'd have a threesome with: Oh...alright. Probably Claire...and...Judith...(mumble)
12. The girl and guy you'd have a threesome with: I don't know, I don't know!
13. The guy you'd go clubbing with: ...I don't know. Someone who could keep all of the drunks and druggies away...
14. The girl you'd have angry hot sex with: I don't know.
15. The girl you'd call after a break-up: I couldn't say. I'm not sure I'd call anyone.
16. The girl you'd have sex with when no one else is around: Lacey.
17. The girl you'd have sex with when you're cheating on your wife/girlfriend: Cheating is so unfair, but...Miss Natana.
18. The guy you'd tell all your secrets: Brian.
19. The person you'd commit a murder with: ...Jack seems like he could get away with a lot.
20. The boy you'd go to the gym with: Probably Tali.
21. Your shoulder to cry on: Lacey.
22. The guy you'd ask to beat up your cheating girlfriend: I would never want that to happen to the person I would be dating! Although in the case of needing anyone beaten up, Calhoun may be an effective middleman.
23. The girl you'd always come back to: Lacey. Lacey. Every time, Lacey.
24. The girl you'd die for: Lacey.
25. The guy who'd get you pregnant: ...I really don't plan on getting pregnant...

Ahaha I got bored.

Target practice works perfectly. To feel that heavy lead bullet be propelled from the gun, speeding through the air...feeling that wonderful sense of malice and potential physical harm to others...even just knowing that you've got a gun in your hands and the other person doesn't (they're completely defenseless) is such a good release of anger. It's one of those moments where you...almost become one with the weapon you're holding. It's an extension of yourself, a tool for honing your tangled emotions.

Not to mention how satisfying it is to see someone else's brains go flying everywhere.

Oh my -

It's just a dream.
It's just a dream.

It's just...

Oh, this isn't good.

(...Iya, we need to talk.)